“You showed me ” 的翻译

【 英语 】
You showed me I still had an umbrella full of love inside me，
Without you I could never be，
So sincerely thank you for everything，
It pains me to think，
That my happiness turned out to be one of those fingers that strangled you until you couldn’t breathe，
Not ashamed to go this way，
I just want to choose my fate，
I’m on my last white rabbit Naitang。

【 文言文 】
汝以示我心犹有并实生爱伞者。
无汝不吾永。
故衷心感汝所为。
我苦思之。
余福果被其杀至于不呼吸之指。
不羞为此路
朕唯欲择命我者
啖后一白兔糖食。